Once Yasaman told me, or read in my tea leaves, that I am standing beside me, watching my own life and deciding rationally what to do! I don't believe in this kind of stuff but this one I liked! And since then I am really standing beside me!
But then I was sitting there on that blue couch and had no time to step aside! I was so far away! I had lost my way back! Unable to speak, to think, astonished, wondering what's going on in my head! Maybe it was my brain crying, crying without tears, even without a lump in my throat!
Well, finally I came back! Next time I have to jump out of the train a little faster!
