Life is a race against time. Time makes me forgetting my fears and joys, time fades out my deepest emotions and feelings. Just three days ago each moment in my Life was an up and down of sensations, and there the time was running away from me and I couldn't catch it. Catch it to hold the moment and taste the feeling, the dolor, the helplessness, the lonelieness, and the feeling to be overrun by the incidents.
Now the Time is standing and I just remeber how the feelings were named, but the sensations are gone, without had having the chance to taste them. And me, I didn't know, not what to do, but what I was doing.